life is full of surprises. we sometimes just accept it as it is and sometimes go with the flow but at times we broke down and failed ourselves. we lost our battle which is sadder.. without a fight.
Allah test us relentlessly and that is the purpose of us living here now. but we should fight for what's right and work for what we want and give our best in whatever we do. than we should live it to Allah as He knows what is right for us. that's takdir or destiny or fate. that's out of our control.
Think Allah as He knows best.