i have a confession

salam.

i have been goin' down memory lane..

of the whole 33.5 years i'm living, i have met the most wonderful people along the way.

i thought about it for a while and misses those moments so much..

i've lost in touch with them mostly.. but looking at ol' photos.. can't help but feeling sad that those times has passed, but now with the technology and network easy reached, we get to be in touch and see each others current updates.. so thats a plus for technology.

as for my confession... actually is that, i'm so bad in keeping in touch with friends i made along the way except for my 7 wonderful bff, you know who you are...

that also was mostly their effort in getting me involved.

i am sad at times of my lack of effort in keeping my relations with these wonderful people

coz remembering back, we did share moments, intimate or not, interest, on things or boys..hehehe,

passion, dream, sadness, fights you name it.

my heart does ache when i remember them coz human relationship are just beyond real and magical and

the impact for each other are just overwhelming.

how each of us had turned out from whom we were before are the universal mystery.. when i saw some of the photos and current updates of some who has achieved somthing in life, i do felt envious and this realization was un welcome, but achievement i think back, was really subjectives coz Allah is Great and each of us were given different path to go, separate objectives to live by and individuals achievement to have.

Now thats a true magic and such a beautiful wonders for us to find out.

Some of us might do well spiritually, some financially, some being formally educated but some experience educated, some late boomer or early boomer and what ever it is,

but one thing for sure, each one of us have our on spot in this world and definite own spot in eternity.

by the way, to those of who have met my acquaintances, i thank you for making me who i am today.

 one way or another you have made an impact in my life and will continue to do so in the future. Alhamdulillah.

natrah

watched Natrah, it was a splendid performance. the casts were all great. directed by my favourite erma fatima. ( am really proud of how she had turned out to be....) among the casts were maya karin, remy ishak, umie aida, samantha schubert and also sofea jane.

the main casts at at autograph signing session.

well we had fun although my beloved bff are a little bit unwell but it was a blast.

 well BFFs, I had a wonderful time! and love you all!

hihihi.........

it has been a while...yes....
apa ke hal nye dengan my blogs ye????
i wonder....

well, a lot have happen since my fasting month post.
let me see....
apa ye???

hmmm raya this year with my beloved family. almost all were together.. just my sis turn (1st yr ) to im's (hubby) family side celebrate the 1st day raya in bangsar ( so far huh...), we also got to take our family portrait this year....hajat my mum yang bertahun sudahnya...


red is it!

so, manage to go back home town to my hubby's malacca also on the 2nd raya and this year yahoo!!! got leave longer than forever. so went to a lot of my aunts' and uncles' and other relatives. so went back to work on sunday...( yep! saya ade kena bekerja on sunday ).

so ceritera raya adalah tak lain open house...open house...open house...dan unopen house also..


my BFF at my home.... thx mama


the hostess noriz n aman n family tq....sedap nasi tomato



with Qaseh... thx ibu for your home made mee...

and there were other's home sweet home we went also..
rozs' yummylicious pasta
taas' sweet new baby aaron
mak longs' best ever sambal and nasi beriani
mokdes' mee
and at kampung, all the rendang...mmmmm
and others, kak lin, busu dan lain-lain ye...

so the story for raya this year are fun...fun..fun..food...food..food...Alhamdullillah

play firework....

pada suatu malam ramadhan 1430

mereka2 yang ade disini

pak ngah yang lebih nih

izk nih takut nak main. dia tolong handout the stick saje

it's time of the year to play the fireworks. supply by un. im. thanks un im. izn was having a blast this year to play. more courage. my izk still 'akut' to play. so he has become the official handing out firework stick to the player. maybe later. pak ngah was the most enjoyable player for the night. mama said to im " nih dorang nih tak merase nak main mase kecik dulu" . meaning: our dad forbid this firework to be played when we were small. tak de can nak main laa. curi2 main tuh adela. tu pon stick saje.

so more fun ke with this firework to celebrate raya?

NKOTB is back.

NKOTB okay!

i saw them in american music awards tonite. geez.... it was during my time. dulu2. down memory lane. hihihi. my guy was jordan knight laaa... can't believe it they are actually still singing together.

they actually had their reunion in 15 years. man, that's a looong time. hihihi remember the gigglely goo of a teenage girl.


his my charming knight in shining amour...back than la.. dah wrinkle2 dah si jordan ku ini....

p/s: seronok gak teringat kisah lama.....