i have a confession

salam.

i have been goin' down memory lane..

of the whole 33.5 years i'm living, i have met the most wonderful people along the way.

i thought about it for a while and misses those moments so much..

i've lost in touch with them mostly.. but looking at ol' photos.. can't help but feeling sad that those times has passed, but now with the technology and network easy reached, we get to be in touch and see each others current updates.. so thats a plus for technology.

as for my confession... actually is that, i'm so bad in keeping in touch with friends i made along the way except for my 7 wonderful bff, you know who you are...

that also was mostly their effort in getting me involved.

i am sad at times of my lack of effort in keeping my relations with these wonderful people

coz remembering back, we did share moments, intimate or not, interest, on things or boys..hehehe,

passion, dream, sadness, fights you name it.

my heart does ache when i remember them coz human relationship are just beyond real and magical and

the impact for each other are just overwhelming.

how each of us had turned out from whom we were before are the universal mystery.. when i saw some of the photos and current updates of some who has achieved somthing in life, i do felt envious and this realization was un welcome, but achievement i think back, was really subjectives coz Allah is Great and each of us were given different path to go, separate objectives to live by and individuals achievement to have.

Now thats a true magic and such a beautiful wonders for us to find out.

Some of us might do well spiritually, some financially, some being formally educated but some experience educated, some late boomer or early boomer and what ever it is,

but one thing for sure, each one of us have our on spot in this world and definite own spot in eternity.

by the way, to those of who have met my acquaintances, i thank you for making me who i am today.

 one way or another you have made an impact in my life and will continue to do so in the future. Alhamdulillah.