mimpi - realiti

in relation to my post mimpi ...i am starting a new semester now.

as off today i have dowloaded the assignments and am BFing my 3 1/2 months old simultanously..

 

i'm putting only positive mind and thoughts mode...

its possible..its possible..

 

also am currently also preparing my staff 1st half yr appraisal...

owh and blogging too....ngeeeeheeeheee

 

i love doing what i'm doing now...

no complaint..

 

my new c** are suppose to come out this week..

i have gone through 3 weeks of  ' a leg broken '

hmm... no complaint also lah..

pray to Allah to ease the waiting pain...

 

all is going to be well... Insya Allah

 

p/s: test by Allah is because He care for us and want us to remember Him always...

to mak... I love you..Allah loves you too.. His testing you and us because of His Greatest love.



inspira

need to get me inspired..

mind block

nothing serious though..

just thinking a lot on where i have been

who i have met

the past of me

the present of me and

the future of me

basically just pondering

what have i achieved up till now...

most precious though is them

so i am bless with my most treasured possessions

2 wonderful amazing and magical being i loved with all my heart

Bless by Allah and grateful for His gifts.

Alhamdulillah

home sweet home

how's this your space got invaded. your most secure and safe space you called home.

Allah test us all the times. i take this as another test by Him.

but Alhamdulillah there was no one home but i just cant imagine if we were in. my babies.

i've been in a blurry mode since last night. the thought  of someone uninvited entring my house and touching my things...

we are taking higher precautions. this is not some simple things that can be dealt easily. secure our home. lock it more... and always look around us before unlocking our home.

Pray for Allah to protect us from any danger and maniacs.

2011

went through this year calendar.

sekarang nak rancang apa-apa pun kena tengok kalendar.

bila cuti sekolah...

anakku sudah masuk pra sekolah...

azam ibu papanya...

not to skip school...

as for my boy will need to start on mengaji soon

i wish we could get things done this year...

insya Allah

also, nak banyak belajar lagi,

to improve my knowledge on ibadah

to improve my career path

to realize my dream and to grab all opportunities...

amin....



Halaqah Sentuhan Qalbu: 6 Julai 10

Halaqah Sentuhan Qalbu: 6 Julai 10

kontrak hidup... we have to do justice to ourself... kita dilahirkan di dunia, di hidupkan oleh Allah SWT.. Kontraknya adalah untuk sujud dan taat pada Pencipta kita. Amalan kita adalah pakaian kita di hari Kiamat...

Hidup kita penuh dengan perjanjian @ kontrak yang penuh dengan syarat-syarat dan terma-terma.
Ada sebuah kontrak yang paling penting dalam hidup kita."Pegang dada kita dan rasakan degupan jantung kita... pejamkan mata.... ' kita pun ada dalam sebuah kontrak... perjanjian kita pada Allah.. kita adalah pihak kedua, kita adalah manusia...dan pihak pertama adalah yang membuat jantung kita berdegup... yang kita rasa... yang membuat darah mengalir saat ini, yg membuat kita hidup saat ini...yang membuat kita masih dapat bernafas... tarikan nafas dan hembusan nafas... Dialah Pencipta Alam ini dan Pencipta manusia iaitu Allah SWT. kita dah menjalani kontrak kita hingga sekarang...yg tk ditandatangani dlm kertas tapi tertulis di hati dan terukir dalam jiwa kita... Ya Allah , kami bersaksi Ya Allah bahawa Kaulah Tuhan kami! tiada alasan utk mengatakan yang aku lalai... aku lupa...."

register online and get to watch all episode we already missed! It's worth all your time in this world to watch it! Tahniah Tv9... Hopefully it will be continuously..be aired... something for someone like me ... untuk kesedaran dan keinsafan!

Halaqah; Sentuhan Qalbu

 Subhanallah

Programme by Tv9, Halaqah: Sentuhan Qalbu yang dihoskan oleh penerbitnya sendiri, Ahmad Noor Sulaiman disiarkan sebanyak 13 episod bermula 15 Jun and aired at 10 pm every Tuesday.

Topik-topik yang dibentangkan akan menyentuh tentang kecerdasan intelektual, kecerdasan emosi dan pencerahan kerohanian supaya bersyukur dengan pemberian Allah SWT.

Halaqah pada musim kali ini menampilkan kelainan apabila bekerjasama dengan ESQ Leadership Centre untuk mengetengahkan beberapa topik menarik, selain ahli panel yang hebat dalam ilmuan agama.

Rasa yang sangat mendalam, panel yang dijemput memberi kesedaran yang menyentuh perasaan dan segmen oleh panel dari ESQ meliputi emosi diri. Sangat indah dan menyedarkan. 

This is highly recommended programme to watch. Cleansing and reinstate our belief in Islam. One of a sure way to have us felt the beauty of Islam and appreciate all the sacrifices by our Prophet Muhammad SAW and the Great Allah gifted to us all our life. Tak terkira banyaknya.

Please watch it! It's worth the hour of your life!

Topik lain di dalam 13 episod program Halaqah Sentuhan Qalbu seperti Dicipta, Pohon Hidup, Ikon, Kontrak Hidup, Dairi Nabi Ibrahim a.s, Macam Mainan, Saham Ibubapa, Namaku Remaja, Ayah & Ibu, 5 Minit Aje, Akhir Hayat, Mengurus Dunia dan Ketika Pulang,” katanya.

time flew

i know it has been so long since my last entry here but i've been having a complete off line with a lot of stuff happening. fuhhh my last entry was last year... that's so old.

hmmm for now i have had my emotion and feelings intact for me to be able to express it here in the blog and hopefully i would be able to continuously pen ( or shall i say type my thoughts here ).

will update more soon....

play firework....

pada suatu malam ramadhan 1430

mereka2 yang ade disini

pak ngah yang lebih nih

izk nih takut nak main. dia tolong handout the stick saje

it's time of the year to play the fireworks. supply by un. im. thanks un im. izn was having a blast this year to play. more courage. my izk still 'akut' to play. so he has become the official handing out firework stick to the player. maybe later. pak ngah was the most enjoyable player for the night. mama said to im " nih dorang nih tak merase nak main mase kecik dulu" . meaning: our dad forbid this firework to be played when we were small. tak de can nak main laa. curi2 main tuh adela. tu pon stick saje.

so more fun ke with this firework to celebrate raya?

stress

camne nih. i'm like a lost soul. buat salah tak wat lagi salah. life is complicated. orang-orang nye tuh lagik complicated. what ever. saje je nak menceceh. malas la nak pikir2 sangat. sakit kan kepala n sakitkan hati je. hope ade yang faham.

something strange but expected.....

it's completely 'astonishing' how some people thought they had it all in their own hands, they have the so called will power.. hah! it's just something that keep amaze me how someone could have such serial stupi***y and keep going on without ever realizing it. hmmmm

ape yang aku menceceh ni ek? ade la mende tak best happened. people could decide for others. boleh ke? today is sunday. supposed not working. i am not working. tomorrow is PUBLIC HOLIDAY. MERDEKA!. supposedly not working also. okay.

i was all the way disturb today, by unnecessary txt. how's your day today? okay? good. i wish every one is having a wonderful day coz you deserved it after a long week WORKING.

and we do give committments, we go the extra mile, we are not calculative, we sacrifices, we accept but there are LIMITATION. learn to say no. when people start being calculative, we have no choice to abide by it. this is a world full of politics. learn how to take care your own back. there are no such thing as ' you scratch my back, i'll scratch yours '. at least not to be practised with certain type of people. we need to learn to choose our league right.

we shall wait for the time comes. Hanya Allah saje yang boleh membalas 'budi baik ' kau tuh.

set back

setback! major setback. i'm so stressed out! ape2 ajelah suma nih.
why does people always has to be difficult and it's tiring to layan all this nonsense.
i wish i'll get a new *** soon. dah bosan

and i really need some support at **** too okay. don't question me so much!

hmmmm.....

hidup nih memang banyak cabaran nye kan. we really need to be strong and face the music. what ever it would be.

some people gotten sick suddenly and family is so important to be where they have to be. some are so lucky to have family who would do anything for them. while some others maybe not that fortunate.... "mana **** nih? tak balik ke? tengok a***?. some may wonder. at this point of time, semuanye mula terpandang yang baik dan buruknye tapi bukan hanya pada diri orang lain tapi diri kita sendiri.

we thought that's so unfortunate...we got a new job. we are so enthusiastic about it. we go all ga..ga..i'm gonna nail it this time and i'll commit myself to get the most out of this new job. tapi when the times come you had to report to a cold blooded superior, posted to a branch that's like so farther away, the environment's like so cold and stiff and full of boredom. the work is like pandai2 sendiri la nak buat. and you are left with no expectation given to you. terawang-awang. no communication. how do u do it.. where can u get the motivation to go on...hmmmmm

tu lah semua orang ade problem. semua orang ada setback. myself.... u wonder.:(

life is just .....

hmm... life is just too...what... short, empty, full, wonderful..however you wanna live it. Economic downturn. we just need to prepare ourselves for the worst. People change and a lot of negativity will be going around. We are bound to figure things out and have positive energy instead going around. This is the challenges we are facing in life. Savor the best moment and learn from the worst. Hopefully it will recover soon. Insya Allah

hoping the very best for the children of the future

Precious time

I'm working today...yup its sunday. For us frontliners its just what expected of us, to be able to serve as far as we can. The world are much more competitives now that expectations are high and everyone is demanding more.
But..is it ever enough that no matter how much time we put in but it will never be sufficient and how's the level of productivity? Will it be high or on the low side..

haluuuu...myself

hmm, pardon me yeah.. this is new to me & shall explore it more in the future, I hope as much and soon as possible.

Life's a long journey home and there are so much for us to do and the experience is just precious. I hope with having this blog would help me further to achieves my dreams however that would be...

It's just so exciting!!!;)